Disappointment

It has been a long time since the last time I wrote here. I am not sure if somebody is really that interested in reading the following sentences. I am sorry for my English :}



We all love somebody, or like somebody, or just prefer the one.


Our feelings are making us weak, and much more fragile. Fragility is a common happening in our heart, mind or soul, depends on the way of understanding. We are building a wall with expectation, emotions, fears about ones personality. And one day something happens, our fears are meeting the expectations we have. This changes the structure of the wall and the whole Universe we have built. The emotions, which I am able to see as colour in this case, are changing. The wall looks brand new - new structure, new colour, everything seems to look different. We do not think how is it in real, we are able to accept only what we think we see, after rebuilding the view we are putting a ban in front of us. The wall grows every time when there is a recreation, the reason of it are the emotions. Every time they are more than the previous, we are collecting feelings mixed with emotions. But once again the understanding here depends on the way we explain feeling and emotion. So whatever...feelings + emotions, the wall is growing, changing colours, growing, changing colours and growing, growing, growing...Sometimes it is not able to grow any longer and it stops, when it stops it is so high that only a small blow, like the one we use to blow a small candlestick, is able to ruin it.